he doesn't know..

I couldn't think about him,otherwise I would be upset..I fell madly in love with him..Anyway,I don't want to remember him..Everyone can see the pain living in my eyes..Sometimes I feel the pain in my knees and I pray..My heart was broken..I don't want to see anyone who has a lot of lies in their life..I don't want to believe anyone,anymore..I must be strong and carry on..I can't write anything to him..I can't do..My heart is disguised once more..I would rather hurt myself so I won't be upset anymore..I have to try to forget him..because I was forgotten by him..I know he will not call me..He won't say anything that I want to hear..One day I will run away from the world...I can't force him....!